At the end of this post I have included part of New Guy's response to what I sent him. Maybe. Maybe I can trust him. Really, really trust him. Maybe if I can make this change, take the leap... Maybe I can get out of this hell I live in. There is so much more for me somewhere. And I'm not getting any younger, you know? I don't want to miss anything. I want to get through my stuff and come out into the sunlight. Existing is not enough for me. I want to live. Maybe he won't scare me and leave me in a mess like what happened with you-know-who. Maybe he will really help and I can get somewhere better than here. He wrote something that I know was aimed at that little girl who is hiding in the dungeon. I know it's for her (me, it's for me).
Keep e-mailing me if you have to, you can also call me if you need. It's never a problem. Always glad to hear from you and help when I can. I won't turn you away. I am always here for you. Whatever crisis comes up, I do not think it should be ignored, despite who it is coming from. Why? Because Lynn, you, will be suffering and that is who I'm concerned about.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
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Have I mentioned I love New Guy? Yes, I think at least a million times. But I don't mind saying it again. I love New Guy.
ReplyDeleteMe, too. He seems to genuinely care about you, Lynn - i'm glad that you have someone to work with you like this. :)
ReplyDeleteWhat lovely words from New Guy. I hope he isnt who you posted about above.
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No, the heartbreak post was not due to him. I bet you can guess who, though. I will probably be posting about that eventually.
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