I was very tired Friday. I still feel tired. Though I do feel it in my body, it's not the kind of tired that tells me when I'm run down or need sleep. This is a different kind of tired. It's the kind of tired that originates from somewhere other than the physical body. It's the kind of tired that comes from having exerted massive and sustained energy at some point in the past, from having hoped and hoped and hoped... all for nothing. It's the kind of tired that comes from pointlessness.