At least this time I'm only afraid of sleep instead of spending the whole night in terror like last night. And at least I cleaned myself up. J thinks I must sweat in my sleep when 'my allergies act up' because she said I smelled like an armpit. Well, I guess that's better than smelling like a beer, eh? There's something really bad about summer, but I don't know what it is. Maybe it's like that for Aunt P, too, but I don't know. She called again, but she couldn't talk. She could only cry.
I just wanted you to know that I just recently found and started reading your blog. And I know others have said it, but I have not heard it too many times; so I wanted to tell you: You are not alone. And you are getting through this. And you will make it to the other side. You are not alone.
At least this time I'm only afraid of sleep instead of spending the whole night in terror like last night. And at least I cleaned myself up. J thinks I must sweat in my sleep when 'my allergies act up' because she said I smelled like an armpit. Well, I guess that's better than smelling like a beer, eh? There's something really bad about summer, but I don't know what it is. Maybe it's like that for Aunt P, too, but I don't know. She called again, but she couldn't talk. She could only cry.
ReplyDeleteI do hope you can sleep. It's a real pain to be afraid to sleep.
ReplyDeleteI just wanted you to know that I just recently found and started reading your blog. And I know others have said it, but I have not heard it too many times; so I wanted to tell you: You are not alone. And you are getting through this. And you will make it to the other side.
ReplyDeleteYou are not alone.
If I was a genie, I would make it that you could sleep real regular and peaceful.
ReplyDeletexx.