Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I've been managing. Somewhat. But I haven't been entirely well. It's been the crying place. No, I haven't been crying. Not really. But I've felt it happening inside without me. I even heard it the other night. Things have been hard. I'm still moving, only slower. I'm not sure what to do with this. I don't know. I guess I'll go to bed now.

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  1. I am sorry you are having this trouble. I know it's hard, especially when you felt so well just a few days ago. This is one of the hardest things about dissociative disorders, the ups and downs or exact opposites we get to experience. Paul.

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  2. Holding you in my thoughts. Wishing you some peaceful rest.

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  3. ((((((((Lynn)))))))))

    Slower is just fine too.

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  4. (((((Lynn)))))) I agree. Slow is good. Sleep well.

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  5. You are with me in my heart. I need you right now (I am pretending you are with me right now and have written me a special BBQ Santa story) and please know you are in my constant thoughts and heart right now.

    And somehow I picture you with sunglasses and short pink, punk hair right now!

    Bugger it all!
    xx.

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  6. Thanks, you guys. I'll be okay.

    {{{{{{Kahless}}}}}}
    Yes, some day there will be BBQ Santa again.

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