1. I was 'nice to myself' today, per the New Year list. It might be a very small start, but today's niceness was giving myself a manicure. Okay, maybe 'manicure' is pushing the envelope a bit. I cut and filed my nails so I could say I did something extra other than the just the basics of eating, taking a shower, and brushing my teeth.

2. There have been further personal revelations that are not so conducive to peace in my body.

3. I have decided to bury myself in online classes that will further the other things on my New Year list. First class is tomorrow. Very appropriately, the first class is on revitalizing and activating goals. The others deal with FICO mechanics, advanced technical analysis for securities charting, economic indictors and signals, currency trading, foreclosure auction strategies, the creative finding of investment opportunities, and related topics.

4. Lucky for me, when I can't sign on for a class due to meltdown or a clash with sleeping hours, I will still have the recorded version of the class to view whenever I please.

5. I feel very, very bad due to #2 on this list. My hands are shaking, I feel terrible inside, and I have a headache. My body aches, too. Especially my muscles. I need something, but I don't know what it is. I suppose that doesn't matter. I'll bet it's something I don't have and can't get anyway.