Last night as I was leaving therapy, New Guy said something more to me about the dissociation. Maybe it was something about what I should do if I start to dissociate. Maybe it was a general sort of comment. Well, I don't remember what he said about the dissociation because... I dissociated it. I didn't hear anything after he said the word 'dissociation' (or was it 'dissociate'?).

But I do remember looking at him and watching him speak and feeling like he is a safe therapist for me. Due to the lack of dog poop in his practice. Still, I am afraid to go to sleep and my body aches and it's fucking with the hypochondria.