Saturday, June 13, 2009
Uh oh. I'm tired and it's only midnight. Very bad things happen inside my noggin when I let myself sleep early. Some of those things have the power to bring life to a screeching halt for weeks. I can't let that happen now because A and J's room is disassembled and I have to paint and put the thing back together. No rabbit holes. Pass the diet Pepsi, please. Thank you.
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I hope you are able to get around the disturbing stuff. Not being able to sleep at all only leads to more psychiatric disturbance.
ReplyDeleteI've actually been able to either sublimate or work through the worst stuff that would keep me up. Now it's mostly guilt about not being productive constantly.
I sleep, it's just at an usual time. That definitely creates its own brand of inconvenience, but I guess it's more workable than what happens when I go early and have the gawd awful nightmares. Sometimes they trigger me so fast that I can't control the slide. And yeah, I understand the guilt when not productive. I'm hoping it won't always be like this.
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